Seoul-ful

I read an incredible quote the other day “Stay away from negative people.  They have a problem for every solution.”

I would like to say it struck a chord, but it didn’t.  I’ve known this for a very long time.  These people will never change.  And for some reason I attract them.  And worst of all, I let them bring me down.

In my new found profoundness I am doing all I can do to eliminate these negative people and their negative energy.  I am going to change my life.  I’m not going to get stuck (like I have been), I’m going places and these people can stay in their sad bubble not changing even though the solution is right there in front of them.

I want to move to South Korea.  I’m putting it out there in the universe to bubble away and grow into my future.   It’s what I want!  And I’m going to get what I want!!!

I’m meeting new people (Koreans) and I’m loving it.  I go out for dinner (which I don’t think I’ve ever done) and when I take photos with them… they’re beautiful.  Just meeting these people (even if it’s only for a brief moment) is igniting that ability to dream, aspire, and create for a better future.  My better future.

But most of all, I’m starting to believe in myself more.

One day, this blog is going to be about me experiencing a new way of life in South Korea. And I can't wait for that day! That is the ultimate dream. 

The Layers

We've all been this person.  Can never figure out whether we're coming or going. Left or right. Up or down. 

For me, it's almost a daily occurrence.  Having the invisible illness (ME/CFS) it's like a Russian roulette of pain or gain every day I wake. 

There are so many layers to a person, to their lives, to their souls that it is so hard to express their inner selves in an image.  I'm experimenting with layering.  An image within an image within an image.  Inception perhaps.  Haha.  

I used 3 images to make this image a reality.  My reality.  A self portrait of me.  Of my soul.  My complexities.  It is hard to see the real me. But that's what makes me beautiful.  The layers.