I have this terrible thought stuck on loop in my brain... It just sits there repeating and repeating and repeating... The negativity consumes my every thought..
If for one second I think I can do anything... This thought comes in and kills everything positive. Because if you're not perfect at something therefore you can't do. Terrible thought, I know!
My whole life, I've let this thought consume me. And even as I write this I had so many doubts about this blog, my life, my job, my lack of relationships... Everything is a big old negative!
I've never put myself out there. I've never been "good enough". And for the most part, is very true. But it shouldn't matter if I'm "good enough" or not. Sometimes it's the fact you're trying.
I'm going to continue trying and probably never get anywhere like I always do (see!!! Negative thoughts!!) but at least I'm trying. And that's the most I can do.
